Im still trying to build this website, learning website building by using chatgpt and just banging my hands on my keyboard really hard until something cool actually appears on the page... Hopefully this text on the website actually comes out ok too. Its hard for me to understand how this shit comes so easy to alot of web devs and people from back in the day that just would build websites for fun
Ive always wanted to make my own website but never really had a good idea of what it would be. Learning HTML makes me feel so stupid but it feels so satisfying when I write something from scratch and it actually works when I publish it to the website. Right now I dont even know how to make separate pages for my blog page and my website is so hard on the eyes. I really dont like the color scheme I ended up with but I have no idea how the fuck to change it to something visually satisfying... I will slowly update this page as I learn though. I want to be able to show this website to freinds and family as an alternative to social media. Ive never really like social media to be honest. It just never meshed well with me. I understand the appeal of having followers and what not but it just does not feel that attractive to me. It feels unhealthy having that much access to that many peoples opinions and pictures/videos in such a compact space. Its simply too much...
Once again here I am... Attempting to make some semi coherent edits to the website... I think I am gonna figure out how to title these with the date it was written as well as maybe a little title to top off the rambling that I decide to spew out onto the internet. I really do want this to be something I can be proud of... something I would love for people to stumble upon in the far future after only knowing me for a short time. Or maybe my great great grandkids will have their own little window into the mind of their very strange relative who is most likely long gone. No matter who finds this. I want it to be a reflection of me. On my own terms. No facebook telling me what I should and shouldnt be. No chasing clout and followers on Instagram. Hell! Not even trying to be the hottest naked person on Onlyfans :,). (FYI I have never done any sort of Adult entertainment as on right now while writing this 2/3/2025). Anyways!! I am going to Berlin for some pretty serious training for my new job as a mid level technition for Tesla --the car company--. Pretty nerous about going and doing that, not just because its a new job and I feel like I in a weird way shouldnt be so lucky to land a job in my current circumstances (just moved to the Czech Republic and dont know even a little bit of the language). I feel nervous about going to ANOTHER new country to do all of this high level learing. Its just all been so sudden.. I guess thats just the way that things have been going here lately.